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"Everyone, at some point in their lives, wakes up in the middle of the night with the feeling that they are all alone in the world, and that nobody loves them now and that nobody will ever love them, and that they will never have a decent night’s sleep again and will spend their lives wandering blearily around a loveless landscape, hoping desperately that their circumstances will improve, but suspecting, in their heart of hearts, that they will remain unloved forever. The best thing to do in these circumstances is to wake somebody else up, so that they can feel this way, too."
--Lemony Snicket
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Sooo, it's been what a week and I started talking to Aaron again. Weak minded? Definately. Do I still get mad at him? Oh for sure. I guess that's how it'll always be with unrequitted love. Oh fuck did I just say that? Ew. There's this dudes I've been talking too though Kevin and Tom and they help me forget about Aaron momentarily. I'm your average girl with this obsession with wanting things that remind me how not good enough I am. It's really fucking retarded. But thus is life. I'm back to work and I'm reminded everyday how much I actually love my job. I'll be sad when the day comes to leave it and if all goes well it'll be in a couple months. It'll be the perfect time for me to leave though. I'll be leaving the same time as my 5's. Gosh, it's always at night when I'm most emotional...shit. Over thinking will be the death of me. Oh and <b>Happy Mother's Day</b> to all them mothers out there! I'll be taking mine to eat at her favorite Korean restraunt and maybe go see a movie. Don't forget to show your appreciation to your mothers. Photography and quotes. music_is_my_release Tumblr: http://just-alittle-random.tumblr.com/
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Think that they know you more than you do. | | |
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So, I'm trying to get over Aaron. My obessions dying down but it's about how long will it last? He makes it so hard for me. So, so, so, hard. He keeps telling me about other girls, not purposely, it'll just come up in conversation and it doesn't make me cry but it hurts little by little. I just want to be at peace. I don't want to never talk again. I just want it to be like the beginning where I didn't NEED to talk to him. I didn't NEED him, I just wanted someone to chill with. I want that carefree feeling again with him. He's such a good guy he really is. But here I am crying over a guy I won't ever be able to be with. I won't ever be able to tell him because I'm just like that. I'm not emotionally fucked, I'm just afraid of rejection haha. Whatever it is I'm trying to revert back to the beginning. A for effort right? music_is_my_release Tumblr: http://just-alittle-random.tumblr.com/
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I can't afford a Ferrari but that don't mean I can't get you there. | | |
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This has been a very boring week. I really don't want to go back to work. My stitches sort of opened a little bit and I want to use that as my excuse as to why I can't go back haha. Ugh, that's so bad right? I have to go back eventually...it's work. Fuck I hate working for a living. I love my job, but I hate working. Ya know? I'm so bored lately I created two more Tumblr sites. One is an Advice blog, and the other is a Confessional blog where you can confess your deepest secrets, darkest wants, or most precious moments. The links are going to be below if you want to check them out. I still have my main Tumblr which is doing good. Well hope everyones weekend is going good. Oh, crap which reminds me I gotta "hang out" with Justin tomorrow and I'm dreading it soooo bad. Fuck. I'm a horrible person. Hell here I come. music_is_my_release Tumblr: http://just-alittle-random.tumblr.com/
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Because your kisses make my lips quiver. | | |
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UGH! I hate NOT knowing. Honestly, not knowing what people think is just fucking annoying to me. Like...I want to know what goes through peoples heads when I talk to them, when they first meet me, when I smile, etc. I want to know what HE thinks of me. I just want to know you care about my fucking existence. Screw love just tell me you're fine with me around. I hate caring about shit like this. I hate wanting to talk to someone, but not wanting to bug people by talking about it over and over. I wish I had a thousand friends at times like this. Unfortunately, not even people on fucking Tumblr want to talk to me. Assholes. Fine then. Didn't wanna talk to them anywayyy psh lol. Double post since I'm bored. Quotes and photography. Have a good weekend people and thanks for all the feedback (comments, subs, etc.). music_is_my_release Advice Column: http://just-alittle-advice.tumblr.com/
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They've known me since I was 10, beauty didn't matter then. | | |
| Hey,
So, the surgery went well. The first day was painful, the second day painful as well but after that it was just a dull pulling sensation. I'm getting back into not using pain killers to put me to sleep now though haha. My daily struggles I swear. I'm pretty sure the cuts will scar up all nasty though. Ugh, great more scars. Apparently though people lose weight after this type of surgery, so there's always a silver lining to every dark cloud! Woo!!! Plus, I've been trying to diet<3. Hope everyone is doing good!! music_is_my_release Tumblr: http://just-alittle-random.tumblr.com/
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I wouldn't want to be anybody else. | | |
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