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Wednesday, January 28, 2009

178

Hey,
Blah, I'm a little jealous "K" gets to see "O" and stay at his place but I still feel bad for her because his mothers like a total bitch and his familys kind of messed up. I've never met them, thank God, but I've heard his mother bitch and that bitch called me fucking ugly! Like wayyy to be rude and I'm so not ugly ><. Plus, his family doesn't like Asians :[. I'm Asian! Ugh, but "K"s white so like she'll probably get along better with them than me ughh which sucks. I'll probably never be able to fit into his life fully anyway. He says I won't be able to get along with his family and friends anyway which totally pisses me off and hurts me. Blah whatever we'll see how well she gets a long with him and his family tomorrow. It's judgement day.

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001...
He'll never fall in love he swears,
as he runs his fingers through his hair.
im laughing because i hope he's wrong
--I'd Lie by Taylor Swift

002...
You only get so many firsts.
Every one is a blessing.
--Taylor Swift

003...
What if you could go back in time,
and take all those hours of pain and
darkness and replace them with
something better?
--Donnie Darko

004...
We don't live in a world of reality,
we live in a world of perceptions

005...
In the full moons light I listen to the stream and in between the silence hear you calling me. But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come home, how will I ever leave

006...
"Don't be reckless with other people's hearts, don't put up with people who are reckless with yours."

007...
"I am going to give you a piece of advice...advice I wish I'd been told
in guidance class back in high school, in between the don't-do-acid and
don't-drink-and-drive films. I wish our counselors had told us, 'When
you grow older a dreadful, horrible sensation will come over you. It's
called loneliness, and you think you know what it is now, but you don't.
Here is the list of the symptoms, and don't worry—loneliness is the
most universal sensation on the planet. Just remember one fact—
loneliness will pass. You will survive and you will be a better human
for it."

008...
"Time ticks by; we grow older. Before we know it, too much
time has passed and we've missed the chance to have had other
people hurt us. To a younger me this sounded like luck; to an
older me this sounds like a quiet tragedy."

009...
An accidental touch never meant so much.
--Hey, Little Suzy by Billy Gilman

010...
Some people live their whole lives and  never fall in love. I lived my life... I fell in love.
--Here On Earth

011...
Real loss is only possible when you love something more than you love yourself.
--Good Will Hunting

012...
She looked right through me, and who can blame her? I need a new me, plus some positive proof that I'm not just a goof.
--A Goofy Movie

013...
Our task now is not to fix the blame for the past, but to fix the course for the future.
--John F. Kennedy

014...
No matter how many times I tell you she'll break your heart, or how many times she does it, you'll never give up.
Why, you ask? Because you love her.
--Great Expectations

015...
I dreamed of you. I dreamed you were wandering in the dark, and so was I. We found each other. We found each other in the dark.
--The Green Mile

016...
Surgeons are control freaks. With a scalpel in your hand you feel unstoppable. There's no fear, there's no pain. You're ten feet tall and bullet proof... and then you leave the OR and all that perfection, all that control, just falls to crap.
--Grey's Anatomy

017...
You can always have a blast when you're hanging out with your girl friends, but you need the guys to have the time of your life. 

018...
Good judgment comes from experience,
& experience comes from bad judgment.
--Barry LePatner

019...
There are millions of people in this world, but in the end, it all comes down to one.
--Crazy/Beautiful

020...
No matter what, once in your life someone will hurt you.
That someone will take all that you are and rip it into pieces
and they won't even watch the pieces land. But through the
breakdown, you'll learn something about yourself. You'll learn
that you're strong, and no matter how hard they try to destroy you,
that you can conquer anyone.


Poll -
Q: Do you like when people type lYkE dIs?
A: Ugh, no! I hate ittt. I'm not asking for proper grammar but like don't type like that.


Monday, January 26, 2009

177

Hey,
Ohh, so "K"s going to "O"s and shes pissing him off so much right now lmao. And shes gonna be down to his house in 2 days. Dang, I feel bad for both of them. Blah, but I gotta worry about myself! I'm going on a trip in like 3 days and I'm fucking sick ughhh :[. Stuffy nose, coughing & sore throat. I better be better before I go or I'm going to be very annoyed >_>. Oh! And I'm adding a new section ya'll it's going to be lyrics so my routine kind of goes like this: quotes, photography, quotes, word graphics, quotes, icons, quotes, survey, quotes, & lyric. Seems busy but I'm sure ya'll will get used to it :D.

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Poll -
Q: Do you take trips?
A: Yearly, my parents love to gamble so we always go to Vegas but now my mom wants to go to Florida to Disney World :].


Sunday, January 25, 2009

176

Hey,
Omfg I hate having PMS not only does it suck but the stomach cramps I've been having hurt so much all I want to do is curl up and die ugh. These are one of the times I wish I wasn't a girl lol. And I'm so damn emotional too like I'll feel like tearing up and feel so lame because it's over nothing at all. Boo! Screw mother nature :].

music_is_my_release

~001~
There will always be those awkward moments when you walk by a
person and remember everything you had.

~002~
no one here can see my tears
.. the pain that's been around for so many years.

~003~
i needed someone, no one was there
i asked for help, and no one answered
i begged for forgiveness, no one cared
i screamed for attention, no one noticed
i cried for you, no one dried my tears..

~004~
i hate this, i've never felt worse in my life. i need to talk to someone
but no one would understand. i'm feeling completely alone and it's
not like i have anyone to turn to anyway. i guess i'm just at a point
in my life where i honestly don't know what to do with myself.

~005~
you don't know how to treat a girl right, she should be worth every single fight,
you should be thinking when your next call will be, but no you're chillin' with your G's,
do you even think of me?

~006~
I've never had a hero before. but you are my hero.
--Freedom Writers

~007~
"i sold what i could and packed what i couldn't, stopped to fill up on my way out of town. i've loved like i should but lived like i shouldn't. i had to lose everything to find out. maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road, but i'm movin' on."

~008~
Well, you can fall for chains of silver,
you can fall for chains of gold.
You can fall for pretty strangers
and the promises they hold.
You promised me everything,
you promised me thick and thin.
Now you just say,
"Oh, Juliet? Yeah, you know,
I used to have a scene with her."

~009~
It was cold. Your hands were shaking, and I stepped in front of you just to wrap my arms around you as I said, "Let's pretend winter isn't here." As you buried your head in my shoulder, you said,
"Let's pretend the snow isn't the only thing falling fast.

~010~
Wait for the nights that compliment you.
Ignore the girls that just resent you.
It's easier to pretend you don't care at all.
Now wait for it.
Wait for boys that overwhelm you
and tell them that you're not that type of girl and you would rather sit and talk about your goals.

~011~
She said to him
"I'm getting older
A pretty girl, no more to be
Heaven knows
I'm not a treasure"
He softly said "You are to me"

~012~
People don't keep journals for themselves.
They keep them for other people,
like a secret they don't want to tell,
but they want everyone to know.

~013~
You gotta be fair to her. She loves you and if you don't
love her then you have to go tell her.
--Jerry Maguire

~014~
"I do have an affinity for damaged people, in life, in roles. I don't know why. We're all damaged in our own way.
Nobody's perfect. I think we are all somewhat screwy, every single one of us."
--Johnny Depp

~015~
"Have you heard the news? Bad things come in twos."
--'The Little Things' - Danny Elfman

~016~
"When death smiles at a man, all a man can do is smile back."
--Maximus in 'Gladiator'

~017~
"Why are we running to live, if we're just living to die?"
--Gabriel Espinosa

~018~
i don't know why all the trees change
in the fall, i know you're not scared of
anything at all. don't know if snow white's
house is near or far away,but i know i had the best day with you today

~019~
Every girl needs a best friend to help
her laugh, when she thinks she'll never smile again

~020~
The hardest thing to give is the truth.
The truth is awkward, and, very often,
the truth hurts. People think they
want the truth,but do they really?


Poll -
Q: Favorite junk food?
A: Anything greasy like french fries, hamburgers, something fattening but you don't care :].


Saturday, January 24, 2009

175

Hey,
Ok, so like I said on the 29th I'll be gone and all though I'm so stressed with all the stuff I've got to do before I leave I'm still excited :]. I'll give ya'll a big update before I leave though x]. I don't know exactly what the update will have I just know it'll be big. Well I got my nails and toe nails done now all I got to do is get my hair done. I still haven't packed though :o and I got a lot of school work to finish >< and clean and boo. Eh, least I'll have fun when I finally get to Vegas woo.

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Poll -
Q: Ever heard of Post Secret?
A: Yea! I think it's super cool! I think the idea that people can express themselves annoymously is pretty awesome and its nice to see you can actually relate to a lot of them!


Friday, January 23, 2009

174

Hey,
Grr, I just wrote a whole thingy about what's irratating me lately but boo my computer froze :[. Stupid thing and I'm far to lazy to re-type it so like chyea here's the update lol.

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&&001
Because some men aren't looking
for anything logical, like money.
They can't be bought, bullied,
reasoned or negotiated with. Some men
just want to watch the world burn.
--The Dark Knight (Alfred)

&&002
I'll be back so soon you won't have time to miss me. Look after my heart; I've left it with you.
--Twilight (Edward Cullen)

&&003
No matter what anybody tells you,
words and ideas can change the world.
--Dead Poet's Society

&&004
I don't care how poor a man
is; if he has family, he's rich.
--M*a*s*h

&&005
Basic rule number one:
never rely on the guy.
--Beverly Hills 9o21o

&&006
A smile is a curve that
sets everything straight.
--Phyllis Diller

&&007
It's not making the commitment I'm scared of, it's what happens, and how I'll feel, when our perfect little world isn't so perfect anymore.

&&008
My life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I'm happy. I can't figure it out. What am I doing right?
--Snoopy

&&009
I'm not going to sit on my ass as the events that affect me unfold to determine the course of my life. I'm going to take a stand. I'm going to defend it. Right or wrong, I'm going to defend it.
--Fris Beller's Day Off

&&010
I like the night. Without the
dark, we'd never see the stars.
--Edward Cullen

&&011
On the outside, I was what every
well-brought up girl should be.
Inside, I was screaming
--Titanic

&&012
Have you ever wondered what you
look like through someone elses eyes?

&&013
Don't let your past dictate who you are,
but let it be a positive part of who you will become.

&&014
No matter how good you get
you can always get better,
and thats the exciting part.
--Tiger Woods

&&015
Even when your bruised,
may your soul stay unbroken.

&&016
After the game, the King and the Pawn go into the same box.
--Italian Proverb

&&017
A day without a friend is like a pot
of honey without a single drop in it.
--Winnie The Pooh

&&018
Success is a ladder you can not
climb with your hands in your pockets.
--American Proverb

&&019
And in the end, it's not the years in your
life that count. It's the life in your years.
--Abe Lincoln

&&020
As I grow to understand life less and less,
I learn to love it more and more.
--Jules Renard


Poll -
Q: If you could like have any super power what would you choose?
A: Reading minds. I might not want to know what half of the people have to think but it might be juicy and I might like what I hear x]. Gotta take the risks.



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